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[Aug. 6th, 2005|11:46 am] |
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I can NO longer stand broward or miami-dade and every other county around here! By this time next year I'll be saying buhbye to this place.
Because we are moving to Vero Beach. Thursday we went up there to check out some houses. We found 2. One for us and one for my mom. My mom is selling her 2 houses in Key West and is moving with us. So anyway...
These houses are freakin awsome. We are getting a 4 bedroom and I think it has 2 bathrooms, or 3 I forgot. With a pool. OMG it is so beautiful. My mom is getting a 5/3. She is going to have her mother and father move in with her and my brother, so she needs all the room she can get. I don't know if she wants a pool or not. I don't think she needs one if we are going to have one. The houses there are pretty cheap. The ones we are getting are running from 300,000 to around 4. Houses like that around here I know cost way more. But I do not want to stay here anyway.
I hate it!!!! It is going to be so nice to no longer have a mortgage payment. I just wish that these houses were already finished. They won't be ready for another 12 months :( I want to leaveeeeeeee NOWW. Shit I better go, baby is fussy. |
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[Jun. 12th, 2005|05:03 pm] |
wow. i haven't updated in this thing in forever.
i can't believe that jasmine is already 6 months old. why do babies have to grow so fast?! jocelyne is already 5 1/2, and giselle just turned 3 last month. i love them so much. i wish i could have like 2 more :X all girls of course. haha yeah right
well everything with me has been really good. i can't complain. we might be buying another house. i'm not sure if its going to be here or in vero beach. tony wants to get one in puerto rico. but i really don't think i want to live there. if we do get it, it'll probably be just a vacation spot. the houses over there are so cheap. and they are nice. his abuelo sells them. we can get like a 3 bedroom 2 bath for like 25-30k. but i don't know. we'll see what happens.
i'm finally getting a new digital camera :D it's a sony, 7.2 mp. i can't wait. i love taking pictures.
omg i can not wait for this shit weather to go away. i'm really hating it! well i guess i better go, i can't sit here with my little princess. she's trying to bite me! |
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[Feb. 27th, 2005|04:36 pm] |
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Today is a boring ass day :/
I can't wait until next week! I'm going to Key West again. Kasia will be down there too. To bad I can't go out. Well I could if I really wanted to. But I AM NOT about to leave Jasmine with my mom and have a bottle stuck in her mouth! I couldn't imagine leaving her. The last time I was down there, I had went to the store for a minute and left her with my mom and she cried the whole time that I was gone. I even fed her before I left. She is such an angel <3 I love my babies :)
I am SO f~(*&$^ bored right now!!!!!!! I wish Tony were here :( |
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[Feb. 4th, 2005|10:53 am] |
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Not alot has been going on with me. I've just been busy with Jasmine and the other two, and trying to keep my house clean. I can't wait to sell this house and get a bigger one!
Last week I was in the Keys, because my oldest brother was moving to Tallahassee. So I went down there to spend some time with him before he left. Then last friday while I was down there I get the shitty news that my dad died :( He was living in Costa Rica. I couldn't even say goodbye.
What a shitty way to start the new year. He was pretty old. He would have turned 80 on the 31 of January. He didn't even get the chance to meet Jasmine :( All he saw was a picture. You know what I've noticed... every time I have a baby or I'm pregnant someone dies. After Jocelyne was born one of Tonys uncles died, then when I was pregnant with Giselle my great uncle died, then Jasmine was born and my dad dies. Doesn't that suck or what?!
Anyway well I'm gonna go. Tony is sitting here talking to me and I can't think!
Oh yeah.. I did my taxes on Monday and I'm getting back 6400!!!!! That is so awsome. To bad I have to pay bills. I was going to get some nice rims for my car, but fuck that. I'm going to get rid of some of these bills first. |
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[Dec. 20th, 2004|09:00 pm] |
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I'm sitting here watching "The Swan" on Fox. OMFG I wish I could go on this show. They turn not so pretty women into freakin beauty queens.
Pick meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Pick meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Ugh I can't watch this anymore.
Anyway...
Things have been pretty good. Baby has been sleeping better now. She wakes up like every 3 hours. She is such an angel. My belly has gone down alot! I'm so happy.
I can't believe that Christmas is in a few days. My brother is coming up and I think my mom is too. I hope she can. I can't wait to see Jocelyne and Giselles face when they see their bikes. I know that they are going to freak out. Tomorrow is my anniversary. It feels like we've been married longer, but its only going to be 4 years.
OMG it is so cold! I think my house is colder inside than outside!
I thought I liked the cold weather, but I can't stand it now! |
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[Dec. 17th, 2004|08:22 pm] |
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SKIDMORE, Mo. (Dec. 17) -- A baby girl who apparently was cut from her mother's womb was found in good health Friday, a day after the slaying, and two people were in custody, authorities said.
Sheriff Ben Espey said authorities were awaiting DNA testing to confirm the newborn is the child of Bobbi Jo Stinnett, 23, an eight-months-pregrant factory worker found slain in her Missouri home Thursday. The child was found in neighboring eastern Kansas, state Bureau of Investigation spokesman Kyle Smith said.
Missouri State Highway Patrol Sgt. Sheldon Lyon said authorities were questioning a man and a woman who were in the same place as where the baby was found. A red Honda hatchback matching a description offered earlier by police was in the driveway of the home.
Espey believes Stinnett was likely strangled and resisted the attack. Authorities hoped that strands of hair found in the dead mother's hands will help find the killers.
''The autopsy is going to show us there was some blond hair probably found in her hands,'' the sheriff said. ''That would also help us with the DNA.''
Doctors said the baby could have suffered a variety of traumas during the assault, including a lack of oxygen. But the girl could likely survive if treated.
''Ninety-five percent are going to do pretty well given a modest amount of medical attention,'' said Dr. Perry Clark, medical director of the neonatal intensive care unit at The University of Kansas Hospital.
Espey said there was no indication of forced entry into Stinnett's small white home in this community of about 500 in the northwest corner of Missouri.
A neighbor, Bill Dragoo, said Stinnett and her husband raised dogs and ''didn't bother anybody. It blows my mind that this happened. She was such a shy person. They didn't deserve this.''
Espey said investigators knew Stinnett was still alive within an hour of being found around 3:30 p.m. Thursday. Paramedics tried to revive the young woman, who was pronounced dead later at a hospital. Espey was frustrated that it took hours for a statewide Amber Alert to be issued. It didn't appear until about 12:30 a.m.
''We had a live baby, and I thought that should qualify as an Amber Alert,'' he said. ''The information I was getting was that we didn't have enough information such as hair color, eye color, skin complexion, size and weight.''
Stinnett, married for little more than a year and expecting her first child, worked at an engine factory in nearby Maryville. Her husband was at work at the time she was killed, authorities said.
Several pregnant women have been killed in recent years by attackers who then removed their fetuses, in some cases to pass the children off as their own.
In the most recent case, a 21-year-old woman was shot to death in Oklahoma in December 2003, allegedly by another woman who pretended the 6-month-old fetus was her child. The fetus died and prosecutors are seeking the death penalty.
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[Dec. 17th, 2004|04:28 pm] |
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Happy birthday to me, I'm getting old :/
My baby is finally here :D
She was born on 12/08 @ 12:48pm. My beautiful baby girl. She weighed 8lbs 15 oz and was 19 1/2 inches long.
I went to the hospital early wednesday morning. I was suppose to be there at midnight, but a nurse called me and told me I couldn't go because there were no rooms available. Geez I didn't think that so many babies could be born in one day. Or I should say night. She told me to call back around 4am. I was so nervous. I was glad though because I didn't even get to take a nap all that day. So I atleast got to sleep some. I woke up at almost 3am and I called the hospital. They still didn't have anything available. But then I get a call at 4am and she tells me to come in. I was like OMG I am NOT ready for this. My mom stayed home with the girls and off me and Tony went to the hospital.
I was so freakin scared. I don't know why I was so scared, its not like this was going to be my first time giving birth. But it sure as hell felt like it!
We get to the hospital, they put me in a room. I changed into the hospital gown. I get stuck with an I.V then I had to wait to get the epideral. Finally I got it. It wasn't so bad. Then they started me on the pitocin (I think thats how you spell it) It was nice, I didn't feel any pain. Until the contractions started getting stronger. I was like OMG give me some more shit! FINALLY someone came in and gave me more and that was that. I still felt a little pain, but it wasn't that bad. It fucking sucked because they stuck a catheder thing up my twat. That REALLY sucked. I know, I know, I can't spell for shit. So I slept for a little while until I started feeling more uncomfortable. It sucked because I couldn't hardly feel when to push. Every time I felt I had to push I would just push. I remember putting my hand down there and I could feel the babys head coming down. The nurse told me I had to stop pushing because the doctor wasn't there yet. At that moment I wanted to strangle her. So I stopped pushing. The doctor gets there and throws my legs up on these things, and he tells me to start pushing. It was SO fucking hard for me to push and it was SO hard for me to catch my breath. It was like I couldn't fucking breath. I seriously thought I was going to just die right there. Then I remember him saying something about forcepts. So he used those to help get her out. OMFG it felt like they were ripping her out of me. Well I guess that is what they were doing. I was screaming my head off. There was only like 2 people in there than all of a sudden there were like 10 nurses in there. If the pain would have been any worse I would have died. Finally, she was out. Thank God it was finally over. I tore and I was so swelled up :( One of the reasons why I had so much problems getting her out was cause she was positioned the wrong way, and she was a pretty big baby. She kinda got stuck on the way down.
As soon as she was out they didn't even give her to me. Tony couldn't even cut the cord. He was sad about that. They put her up on that thing to get her warm and give her oxygen. They had to pat her back to help losen that stuff in her lungs or where ever it was. Finally I got to hold her. I couldn't believe that I was holding her. My beautiful baby. She is so perfect. They had to take her to the nursery, I forgot for what. I had her at 12:48, saw her for a few minutes and then didn't see her again until like 6:00 that night. I was so happy to see her again.
I still didn't know what to name her. But then I finally named her Jasmine Isabella. Jocelyne was happy that I named her that.
When I was pregnant I couldn't wait to get her out, now I kinda still wish that she was in my tummy. She is so cute. I know that she is going to grow up so fast :( Why can't they stay little forever. I couldn't be happier with my little girls <3 Thank you God for blessing me with 3 beautiful little girls! I couldn't ask for anything more. If I knew that all my kids would be girls, I'd have like 10 more LOL :X Yeah right, maybe if I were rich. Ew now I have to concentrate on getting my gut back into shape :/ |
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[Dec. 3rd, 2004|09:11 pm] |
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Today was Jocelynes birthday. I can't believe shes 5!!!!!! Where the hell does the time go?! While she was in school Tony and I and Giselle of course went to Toys R Us to get her a present. We got a cake from Publix too. A disney princess cake. She loved it. While I picked her up from school Tony stayed home and got everything ready. She was so surprised. I'm glad she was happy. I only invited Jeanie and her two daughters since they live right down the street. We just had cake and that was it. I didn't feel like doing anything big.
I still have not gone into labor >:/ I was hoping I could go into labor on my own, because I never have before. I was always induced. I guess thats how its going to be this time too. It will all be over in a few days thank God! I can't freakin wait!!
My birthday is in 14 days. Im getting old :/ I doubt I'll be doing anything since I'll have my lil munchkin by then :D I can't wait to see her!
I feel so tired and I even took a nap today. Thank God I don't have to wake up early tomorrow! I am definatly unplugging the damn phone tonight!
I HATE it when people call early on weekends <^> |
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[Nov. 30th, 2004|01:48 pm] |
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I am so stressed right now !@&#%!@$#^%!@$#^%!@#&!@%
I had a doctors appointment today. By next week I should have my baby.
I wanted it to be like tomorrow! But I guess he wants to play things safe. I don't know why I am so fucking pissed off. If someone were to get in my face I swear I would fucking kill them. I needed to take the rest of my down payment for my car today. I took the 1,700 yesterday. I was suppose to take 300 today. Because yesterday my bank was being gay and said I couldn't take the money out until today. Well when I go to the bank today they said I couldn't take anything out until tomorrow!
UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I'm so aggravated!!!!!!!!!!!!! Then my bank charged me overdrafts fees of 30.00 TWICE and I had money in there! FUCKING bastards! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG I wish someone would knock me out >:/ My house WAS clean and now it's upside down and I don't even have the fucking energy to do shit. All I want to do is lay down but when I lay down I can't get comfortable. I took off my nails like a week ago and now they look like crap. My brats are driving me fucking crazy too. I wish I had a punching bag. I think that would help me out alot. OMG these soaps are stupid. Well I'm going to go before I snap and break the computer screen. |
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[Nov. 23rd, 2004|04:06 pm] |
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Today I went to my doctors appointment. It was at 10:00. So I took Jocelyne to school at 9. Stopped by Mcdonalds for breakfast, came home and ate. Then I left for the doctors. I got there early and still had to wait forever! I was getting so aggravated. Finally I got called. When I got weighed the lady said that I weighed 166 :O that is SO not true! I'll go with the scale over at publix, because the one at publix said I only weighed 163. Anyway... So I saw my doctor and he checked to see if I was dialated any, and I AM!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDD I'm dialated 2 centimeters!
I got soooooo happy when he told me that. Ugh it felt awful when he did that though. YUCK. He wasn't exactly sure of how many weeks I am so he sent to me the hospital for another sonogram. I was suppose to go as soon as I left there but I couldn't because it was already 11:00 and Jocelyne gets out of school at 12. And I knew I was going to be at the hospital for a while so I decided to go ahead and pick her up. It was so cute, when I got to the school she was out on the playground playing. I wish I would of had a camera. She looked so cute.
Ok so I picked her up, came to my house to get the kids a snack and juice, then I went over to the hospital. There were alot of lil babies there. Finally I went in to have the sonogram done. By the size of the baby they say I'm 37 weeks. I made the lady look to see if she was still a girl and she is! So now I guess I only have 1 week left :D. My next doctors appointment is Tuesday at 11. I can't wait to see what the doctor is going to say. Shit I need to get the crib put together! I'm washing all the cloths and blankets now. AAAWWWWWWWW I can't wait!
Well I'm gonna go, cause I feel really tired. I think I'm going to take a nap now that both of the kids are sleeping. |
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[Nov. 22nd, 2004|08:48 pm] |
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Tomorrow is my doctors appointment :D I hope the doctor tells me that I'm dialating already! I can't do anything anymore. My belly feels SO heavy! Lastnight I had a dream that the baby was born and she was a boy!
I've been thinking about that alot lately. I hope she is a girl because EVERYTHING that I got is pink and girly. This time I didn't by anything that was yellow or turqoise. Because I would get so pissed when people would go "oh HE's so cute" UGH that would make me mad! I am so tired of feeling uncomfortable and fat and just unatractive :/ Tony tries to tell me that I'm sexy ROFL yeah where! If tomorrow the doctor tells me that I'm 36 weeks, than I'll only have like 2 weeks left :DDDD YESSSSSSSS I'm almost there. Its taking FOREVER to get there though :/ I can't wait!!!!
Aw my belly is jumping up and down because the baby has the hiccups. She has been getting them alot lately.
Today Tony and I went and bought all the stuff for thanksgiving. Well we didn't get everything. We just got the turkey,stuffing,potatos,gravy,the stuff to make sweet potato (tony calls them candy yams) and the spices, butter, cranberry stuff, and um I think thats it. I think I might make a green bean casarole or something else but I'm not sure. It's only going to be me,tony,the bebes and my mom and one of my brothers is coming from Key West. So instead of having thanksgiving dinner, I think we are going to have it for lunch. Because they have to drive back the same day. Better for me because I wouldn't be able to wait for dinner! MMMMMMM my mouth is watering already! Shit I forgot :/ I'm the one thats going to be cooking. What a pain in the ass. Well it will be both me and tony cooking so I guess it won't be that bad.
Well I'm going to go see if I can find some more baby names... |
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[Nov. 21st, 2004|04:42 pm] |
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I haven't even started christmas shopping yet, and christmas is like
in 4 weeks! Or something like that. I've been so busy with getting everything ready for the baby and stuff that I haven't even really thought about christmas. I know for sure that I'm going to get both Jocelyne and Giselle bikes. Today we were at walmart and Jocelyne told me that she wanted this little kitchen play thing among other things of course. So I think I'm going to get that for both of them too. Walmart is like a freaking mad house. I was thinking to myself "omg by the time Tony gets his christmas bonus there isn't going to be anything left here to get the kids." But I forgot... Walmart isn't the only place to get toys! There is like a million other stores around to get stuff. I wonder what I'm going to get for the new baby? Aww it's going to be her first christmas <3. Poor Tony, next year he is going to have Jocelynes birthday, the babys birthday, my birthday, our anniversary and christmas ALL in the same month! How crazy. Maybe I'll be nice and just ask for one thing for all 3 :X one BIG thing. Like a bigger diamond ring :X
Anyway...
What do you get a newborn for christmas? It sucks that the older you get the less crap you get. I guess the reason for that too is because the older you get the more expensive you get. Oh well, I'm not worried about what I get. I just want my babies to be happy. Omg they are driving me crazy right now. The are jumping on the sofa and laughing. Well atelast they aren't fighting. They are actually getting along. I should take out the videocam. AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I'm hungry :/ I haven't even eatin lunch yet, and its dinner time. I'm gonna go see what I can make to eat. |
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[Nov. 20th, 2004|11:10 pm] |
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Lastnight I had this dream....
I was in LA with some people. I can't remember now who I was with.
While I was there I met up with this guy. It was this guy that I knew when I was in 7th grade and he was in 8th. He was so hot :X
He was the popular guy in school. I think the only reason why I wanted to mess around with him is just so I can make other girls jealous.
How stupid is that. Well he did look good too so you know :P
He was almost my first. Anyway... In the dream we were making out. It was really weird. I had totally forgot about this guy until now. I wonder why he was in my dream. Damn he looked so good too.
It's so weird how I dream about sex, but like in real life, I hate sex!
Poor Tony. I can't help it though. It has to be cause of the pregnancy. OH WELLLLLLLL.
I have the freakin munchies! I SOOOOOOO want a bacon egg and cheese bagel from mcdonalds!!!!! MMMMMMMMMMMMMMM I would give almost anything to have one right now! OMGGGGGGGGGGGG these lil girls are driving me crazy! I think I'm going to go put them to bed! |
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[Nov. 20th, 2004|11:52 am] |
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I am so bored. I have to do so much today and I don't feel like doing anything. I feel like sitting on my ass all day with my feet up. :/ I wish Tony were off today. I would sit on my ass and make him watch the kids. I can't believe that I only have a few weeks left. I can't wait. My belly feels like it weighs like 20 pounds. It is so hard for me to do anything. I'm so sick of having a big fat belly! I hope it all goes away afterwards. Sometimes I watch these shows on the discovery health channel and I see these women that have babies and they are left with these huge bellies :( I don't even want to think of what I'm going to be left with. Oh well. I'll just have to try to exercise and eat right as much as possible. Easier said then done :/
I can't wait to see my babyyy. It's going to be SO hard because right now Giselle is my baby. Jocelyne is getting so big. I can't believe that she is going to be 5 next month! I think I found a name for the baby. But I don't know, because this girl that I talk to on here sometimes. She named her baby the same name. The name her Angelina. I wonder if she'd get pissed if I named my baby that too? :X She probably would. I just think that name is sooooooo cute now. In the very begining I was going to name her Angelica, but I started hating that name because it reminded me of this girl that I use to know a long time ago, and people called her angie for short :barfs: I hate that name angie. YUCK! No offence to anyone who goes by that name. Oh well I don't know. I still have a few more weeks to decide. I go to the doctors on Tuesday. I hope he can tell me when he's going to deliver me.
I made chili for lunch. Now looking at it it makes me want to throw up.
:/ It sounded good yesterday. Now that I make it today, I don't feel like eating it. Well I better go. I need to go to the bank before they close. I love my bank <3 its opened 7 days a week :D I need to go cash a check. I wish I could go spend it. But its for my down payment for my car that I have to give at the end of the month. 2,000 you know how much shit I could buy with this money?! :( I don't even like the car I got anymore. Well it's not a car, suv whatever same shit. Maybe if I get some nice wheels for it I'll like it better. I think that I might do that when I get my tax money. Ok enough! I'm gonna go. Hope everyone has a nice weekend! <3 |
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[Nov. 19th, 2004|09:27 am] |
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I'm sick again :( I got another cold and I blame it all on Tony! Fucker.
I'm starting to feel like I'm going to get a sore throat :/ Being pregnant and sick at the same time really SUCKS!
Lastnight I had a dream that the baby was born already. She was so cute. I wonder if she is going to look the same way as she did in the dream. I guess I'll find out soon. My whole freakin body aches. I don't feel like putting up with crying today. Just now Giselle started whining and Tony closes the bedroom door. MUST BE FUCKING NICE! STUPID FUCKER. Hmmm should I go cut his throat?
Now I'm in a BITCHY mood. :/ He wonders why sometimes I act like such a bitch. It's cause he makes me that way!
Lastnight I was in a chat. Me and this girl were talking about having babies and all that kinda stuff. And this girl that I kinda use to be friends with said some stupid shit before she left the room, she said something like "use condoms" man fuck you. I don't know wtf I did to her. Whatever. I don't care.
Today is such a shitty day! All cloudy and rainy. Yuck :/
I was on my way to take Jocelyne to school. She was in the backseat coughing her head off. She looked misirable. So I didn't end up taking her. I thought to myself. "My mother wouldn't make me go to school if I didn't feel good, so why should I make her go?" Anyway, I think I'm going to go lay down. |
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[Nov. 17th, 2004|07:33 pm] |
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I am so HUNGRY! I wish today were thanksgiving :/ I can't wait until thanksgiving. Tony and I were talking about all the stuff that we are going to make. MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM I CAN'T WAIT!
I'm so freakin bored right now. I guess I'm going to go eat something. |
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[Nov. 16th, 2004|08:28 pm] |
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I'm craving pancakes from Ihop :/ Oooooh and a big glass of cold milk UGH! :drools:
Today I went to a pediactric cardiologist. He had to look at the babys heart to make sure everything is good. Everything looks fine thank God!
I knew everything was going to be fine though. According to my doctor I'm 35 weeks. So I only have like 3 more weeks to go. Hopefully once I'm 38 weeks the baby will be ready to come out. The sooner the better!
I thought I had a name picked out. But I don't :/ I'm trying to find something that sounds good with Jocelyne and Giselle. I was going to name her Jasmine. But I don't know if I like that name any more :/
And I liked Bianca, but that doesnt sound good... Jocelyne,Giselle and
Bianca? MMm No. AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I don't knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww :(
I guess I will name her Jasmine. Let me see...
Jocelyne,Giselle and Jasmine. HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM. I don't know.
I'm so hungryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :( I'm gonna go find something to eat. |
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| Life is to short :/ |
[Nov. 10th, 2004|08:10 pm] |
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I got the worst news today. Kasia calls me, and shes crying on the phone. I thought something happened to one of her kids or something because I couldn't understand what she was trying to tell me.
She told me that her brother had got into a accident yesterday.
He was on a motorcycle and some body hit him. He was pronounced dead at the hospital.
I was like WHAT? WTF?! Justin? Your brother?! I was in such shock.
I still can't believe it. I'm still in shock. He was only 24 years old.
This kinda stuff doesn't happen to people you know. That was her only brother. I could not imagine losing one of my brothers. As soon as I got off the phone with her I called my oldest brother, cause he's always going out on his motorcycle. I made him promise me that he would be careful when he was on his bike. THEN he tells me about this kid in Key West that died from a motorcycle accident a few weeks ago. The kid was my Ex best friends brother! I knew him since like he was born. I was like OMG no fucking way. I could not believe that shit. He was only 20 years old. I remember when we were younger he was always after me to take his virginity LOL he was such a shit. I can't beleive he's gone :/
Life is so short. I called my mom to see if she knew about it. She did but she didn't want to tell me cause she didn't want me getting all upset being pregnant. I wish she would have told me because then I could have went to the funeral to say goodbye :( It's true what people say...
Life is to short. I say life is to short so don't do stupid shit to make it shorter and don't be an ignorant fuck! Well I'm gonna go, I don't feel good :/ |
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[Nov. 8th, 2004|02:07 pm] |
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Tomorrow is my doctors appointment. I wonder if the doctor is going to tell me when he's going to induce me. If she really weighs 5 pounds already then I'm sure it's going to be soon. I can't wait. I almost have everything that I need. Today I bought her this little outfit that said babys first christmas. Aw I can't wait to see her in it! Anyway... I'm going to go relax. |
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